Have you ever been offended by fat jokes? You know the ones Yo mumma so fat you have to roll twice to get off her..... Yeah well I'm Yo mumma!! My libido has disappeared just like my waistline. I would like to say it's had its up and down, but it just hasn't.
Oh dear so here I am talking about sex, or lack of it! Now I can tell you that I just don't want it at all, I have no urge, no inclination to rumble. I can't stand the thought of my big saggy rolls of fat bumpn' and grindn', it's just not enjoyable.
No
no
not
at
all.
Seriously I'm repulsed! Instead of revealing this to my poor partner, I've pushed him away all these years. Yeah I know what your thinking, I have a 6 month old baby. Mum was RIGHT! It really does only have to happen once.
The degradation, my poor partner. This is really something that is embarrassing, not only for me but for my partner too. So why would I put this private admission in my blog? Well I wanted to show the funny side of this, as this topic has been a great discussion point for us as a couple. Yes exercising has helped me bring this incredibly awkward topic up.
I was watching a show called Dr Oz I'm sure most of you know it. The topic was gynaecologists and what they take or administer to themselves. For a low libido 90 something percent (can't remember the exact percentage) would give themselves testosterone. WOW is this what I'm missing? Along with the pychological reasons I'm sure. That night I told Rod (my partner) about this TV show, and what knowledge I had acquired.
From this point in time Rod has been incredibly supportive, we have established that the more I work out and build up muscle, the higher my testosterone levels are. HAHAHAHAA he said and I quote
So I should be chasing you around that oval thenThis is now a light hearted topic in our house, and I feel more comfortable knowing my partner knows how I feel.
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