When You Were Fat.........

So it's been a while since I last put thought to paper as I have been working my little Tushie off! For the first time in a while I feel better about myself, so much so that I took the time and effort to put something on that made me feel great. To my amazement when my partner came home he complimented me on how nice I looked, I can't begin to describe to you how this made me feel.

Amazing! 

So last night at work I had a customer tell me how great I was looking that I even look younger. Wow! "Thank you" I said.  This person kept up with the compliments until she talked her way out of them. You know how people do that, compliment you so much that its turns into insult.  I know she meant well but gee!  So here goes after the looking younger this followed with "yeah I think when you were fat you looked unhappy, like you know unapproachable.  I always thought you were a bit of a snob, no that's not what I mean you know what I mean educated.  Yeah when you were fat you looked a bit bull-doggish! But you look much better now!"

Thank you I think? I know she meant well and was trying to tell me a good thing but it makes me wonder if I was that transparent.  Yes I am unhappy, and unhealthy and people could see this, not only could this particular person see this, but felt that I wasn't a nice person because of it.  Wow! No wonder I don't know who I am.